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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Hold me.
    Not because I cannot hold myself.
    But so I remember,
    I have someone to.
    Even hurricanes
    need the sea."

    -Amrin Khalil

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    28 Nov 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    "He had always found it difficult, seeing his brother hurt. Even as children, he’d cried when he’d seen the small scrapes on his brother’s arms he’d gotten while climbing the trees.

    More than knowing of his current pain, he didn’t like thinking about how often this had to have happened in the past. How many times had there been nobody here with him while he was hurting, to keep him company, to take care of him?"

    Or, a bad pain day, featuring older siblings.

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    28 Nov 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Inej is suspicious of the new dinner guest at Wylan's house. And she has every right to be when Kaz's dead older brother isn't as dead as they had previously thought.

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    28 Nov 2022

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    What happens when the cut on Dean's arm, done to prove he is human, gets noticed by the school? They come to certain conclusions and Dean finds himself forced to go to the school counsellor. The young hunter has to play along or they will call John, only for them to find out that John is not in the picture at the moment and the boy's are living alone out of a motel room.
    During Dean's sessions he is forced to confront the doubts he has buried in his head over the life they live. He is forced to really think about his life and for the first time, to think about what he wants to do with it. Dean is forced to confront his pain. Pain he didn't realise he had, and didn't dare recognise before now.
    With the boy's alone Dean and Sam are safe to enjoy normality for once. Dean could now concentrate on; his brother, homework, providing and creating a home for Sam and a pair of blue eyes Dean keeps seeing when waiting for his counselling sessions, and cant get out of his head. Blue eyes belonging to a boy Dean found himself compelled to try to save and protect.
    Good things do not last forever, Dean knew that more than anyone. He knew it was only a matter of time until John returned.

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    19 Jul 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    HUGE TRIGGER WARNING!! This is hella graphic. I contemplated not posting this, but I'm 3 months clean today and had the urge to project my feelings onto poor ol' Sam Winchester. And reading about my favourite characters struggling helps me, in some weird way, so I thought I'd post for the hell of it. But you've been warned. Please don't read this if you think it'll trigger you. Stay safe :)

    "Sam's always been a crier. It disappoints his father, but Sam Winchester cries at absolutely anything. Now, though, he can't bring himself to cry. In fact, Sam hasn't cried for months. John and Dean have both noticed, the former making a comment about Sam "finally manning up", and Sam's older brother telling him that this is good - he's tougher now. That'll make him a better hunter. Sam doesn't feel better, though. In fact, he's never felt worse."

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    19 Jul 2022