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Remus has always loved music more than anything and he and Sirius stay out late, really late, going to rough punk shows and stumbling home smelling like smoke with bruised faces, bloodied lips, and just enough adrenaline to go around. Lily gets her tongue pierced because she likes to torture her boyfriend, scratch that, fiancée. There’s a lot of love. Things are the way that they should be.
It’s fun until it’s not.
Sirius’s schedule starts to revolve around when he has to be sober, and no one has to know if he shows up on missions hungover, right? Or a little tipsy? Lily gets pregnant at twenty years old and regrets it more than she’s regretted anything- especially when her husband’s parents died last year, and her own dad, and the Death Eaters are targeting Order members’ families these days.
They deserved a few more years of fun but the world just had other plans for them. At some point, they keep waking up but it never feels any better. All they can do is hold out hope.
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The First Wizarding War, in detail. - [1978-1981]
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- Part 3 of No Closer To Heaven
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- 203,871
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- 50/50
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
13 Jan 2026
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The universe times it just right.
They meet at a certain stage in life where everything is all impulse and curiosity, where you can get away with anything and maybe a scraped knee or detention to show for it, but it never lasts, it never hurts for longer than a week, at least, depending on what you’ve done.
Maybe it’s because James Potter is too friendly for his own good, always running his mouth. He sets everything in motion, at least.
But Sirius Black has never had real friends before, not like this, and a little brother plus a deranged old house elf don’t count. Even if they both let you win at chess every time you play.
And Peter Pettigrew is used to playing along, and Remus Lupin just wants to share his passion for Muggle rock n' roll with someone who understands, you know?
So they’re young and so it means everything to share a compartment on a train on a warm day in September, in 1971, and the universe got something right because that one day stretches an entire lifetime. And maybe beyond that, too. Maybe all the way to the other side.
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The story of the Marauders and their time at Hogwarts. [1971-1978]
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- Part 1 of No Closer To Heaven
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 473,200
- Chapters:
- 117/117
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- 4
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
13 Jan 2026
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In 2013, during the final stop on One Direction’s Take Me Home World Tour, Louis Tomlinson walks off the band’s tour bus late one night, and never comes back. The BAU (Behavioral Analysis Unit) is called in to investigate, quickly realizing that this is no ordinary disappearance- how could a member of the biggest boyband on the planet just vanish? As they dig deeper, lies are uncovered, secrets are revealed, and somebody knows something they aren’t telling- the team will stop at nothing to figure it out.
This story is completed and currently being edited, updates will be posted regularly
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12 Jan 2026
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Louis bursts with excitement, squealing slightly in his arms, while Harry watches him with an amused and soft expression.
“Why are you so happy?”
“You never stay. Sometimes I feel like you are changing right in front of my eyes and that one day you’ll forget about me.” Louis whispers. “I just want us to always stay friends.”
“I’ll always be your friend, Lou. That will never change.”~
Or the one where Louis' been in love with the same boy his whole life. Unfortunately, said boy hates Louis' guts and wants nothing to do with him anymore.- Language:
- English
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- 191,621
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- 12/12
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02 Oct 2025
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THIS WORK COVERS TOPICS THAT MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME READERS FROM THE OUTSET. PLEASE CHECK THE TAGS & WARNINGS. THANK YOU
Louis is struggling; isolated and lonely after a violent relationship ended in kidnap and a near death experience, he is trying to rebuild his life in a new city, staying anonymous amongst the many faces. Every morning he visits the bakery opposite his flat to add a bit of routine to his upside-down world.
The owner of the bakery, Harry, notices the man with the beautiful, sad eyes. He sees his lights on in the early hours, watches his shadow pace back and forth. One day, he decides to perform a random act of kindness; a gift pinned to the door with a note: For a rainy day.
As Harry begins to fall for the man, he continues to leave him surprises at his front door. But one day, Louis catches him in the act, and he is forced to come clean. They start a friendship, Louis sharing his experiences that led him to where he is now. How will Harry cope when Louis admits he’s ready to check out of life? And can he convince him that life really can be wonderful again?
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A secret admirer AU where Harry tries to be the hero Louis desperately needs.
- Language:
- English
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- 143,784
- Chapters:
- 25/25
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19 Sep 2025
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Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.
The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write.- Language:
- English
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- 22,995
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
06 Sep 2025
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“If you hadn’t noticed, I don’t have many friends,” Louis whispers, the blossom of insecurity in his stomach unfurling and clawing its way into his throat.
Harry is silent for a long time, and then he speaks; a soft, slow uncurl that makes Louis’ stomach shake. “I’ll be your friend.”
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1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger.
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- English
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- 88,649
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- 3/3
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20 Aug 2025
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Louis really should care more than he does, but getting a video of him blowing another guy leaked to the whole school, he feels nothing. He didn’t have much to lose in the first place.
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The longer the video went, Harry could feel the blood rushing to his own cock. He tried to rationalize it in his head. He was straight, it’s just that Louis kind of looked like a girl sometimes. He was pretty.
Why do I want to watch it again? He whined to himself.
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Or the one where Harry hates Louis, Louis hates himself, and a common ally unites two enemies.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 159,224
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
09 Aug 2025
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It's 1984.
First impressions may be misleading, but that doesn’t stop Louis from wanting to know about the notorious boy with absent eyes and a mocking smile who is purposefully trying to ruin his life.
Or an 80s College AU where Louis absolutely detests Harry and his cocky personality... until he doesn't?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 140,806
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 179
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- 316
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
05 Aug 2025
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“Who else is coming?”
Louis put his phone on a dresser as he was trying to settle down his very stubborn hair. It was torture, making it look half decent.
“Barbara’s new stepbrother Zayn and his best mate Harry.” Niall sounded way too enthusiastic for Louis’ taste.
All Louis ever wanted was to sit by the fireplace this Saturday night and read a book. And now he’s throwing the party of the century. And he obviously invited literally everyone in London, too, it seems.
“Barbara’s new stepbrother,” he repeated slowly. “Have we met before?”
“Doubt that.” Niall stopped near one of the wine shelves. “They are going to a public school in another borough.” He stood there quiet for a second, choosing a proper brand of wine. “Zayn lived in Camden not that long ago.”
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Or a story about when Niall threw a party at Louis' house and wanted him to hook up with Zayn.Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
19 Jul 2025
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"I don't believe that you exist but there's a wonderful fragrance in the air"
For Louis, going to university was an escape. An escape from the shadows and the deafening noise that haunts his nightmares. An escape from the past.
What he wasn't expecting to find there was a mirror in the shape of sparkly green. He wasn't expecting to find a way out of himself.Harry never thought that those things that make you lose control and let go of the guilt could be those that he longed for the most.
Neither of them was expecting to be saved...
TW: self-harm and mentions of suicide (neither very descriptive)
THIS STORY IS ALSO ON WATTPAD UNDER THE SAME NAME AND USERNAME/AUTHORBookmarked by Lukeyyy
12 Jun 2025
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And maybe if he knew- if he’d only known that those were the last minutes his mother would ever be conscious- maybe he’d have waited to ask the nurse for medication for her. Maybe he’d selfishly watch her groan in pain just to see her eyes meet his for a little while longer. Maybe-
No. None of her pain was worth his selfishness. None of her pain was worth anything, actually. His either. None of it should be the currency expected of them to live on this planet, not like this. Not pain this harsh and unyielding, constant and breathtaking in its absolute cruelty, assaulting him STILL, fifteen months later, from the moment he woke until the moment he slept.
So Louis walked. He walked and he walked and he walked and he figured it was past time to join her. This pain wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth anything anymore.
He wasn’t worth anything anymore.
(OR Harry saves Louis OR Louis saves Harry OR Louis and Harry save each other OR Louis and Harry save themselves)
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10 Jun 2025
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Louis never thought he had a problem. Sure, he dabbled, took some pills here, took a line there, but it was all just part of the fun. Until his mum found a bag of molly in his sock drawer and shipped him off to rehab for ten weeks before he could even think of an excuse.
Harry on the other hand, has always known he had a problem. He just never thought anyone else would notice. But when his mum caught him stealing her tilidine perscription she shipped him off as well, whether it was because she cared or was annoyed her pill bottle kept emptying itself, Harry wasn‘t sure.
Thrown together in a place neither of them wanted to be, Louis and Harry form an unlikely bond, one built on whispered confessions during sleepless nights, quiet companionship in group therapy and the raw, aching need to be understood. As the months turn into years they get closer and closer until they‘re essentially attached at the hip.
Recovery isn‘t linear. There are victories and relapses, progress and and backslides. But through it all, Louis has his people, Zayn, Niall, Oli and Eleanor, his found family, the ones who refuse to give up on him despite being just as messed up as he was. Slowly but surely, they become Harry‘s family too.
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- Part 1 of Together, or not at all
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06 Jun 2025
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Louis’ life changes completely after the passing of his mother. He and his little sister have to move in with their grandparents in a new town and start all over again. Too sad to care about anything after the loss of the person he loved the most, he is resigned to pursue a future he isn’t passionate about but is one that will help his family in the long run.
Harry’s life was uprooted after being bullied at his last school. Life isn’t much better at this new one, though he is determined to finish his schooling in the shadows until he can leave for university, focusing on his passion for dancing that allows him to escape the torture that is his daily life in school. What he doesn’t expect is to make friends with the new boy at school, a boy who is determined to show him patience, kindness, and love.
A story of two boys learning to let love in again whistle serving as a source of support and comfort for each other.or
The one where Harry is bullied, Louis is grieving, and together they fall in love with themselves and each other.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 172,474
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 1
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04 Jun 2025
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An alternative universe where the One Direction existed, but it was Harry who decided to leave the band and quit his relationship with Louis without further explanation, leaving the band and his partner to sink into a deep depression. His solo career took off quickly, erasing the last five years of his life as if they had never existed.
But when Harry decided to accept an invitation to the wedding of their former hairdresser during One Direction, he had no idea of the pain he was about to inflict on his former friends and especially on Louis, who would have preferred never to see him again.
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21 May 2025
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Life should be perfect, becoming a world famous boy band with your best friends and the love of your life right beside you. But there is trouble in paradise. Louis and Harry try to cope with the pressures of their new life and the glass closet they are being forced into, relying on each other to cope. They share everything, or that is what Harry thinks but Louis has a secret. A secret that is tearing him apart.
Can Louis find the strength to seek help or will he self destruct? What is worse, being forcefully closeted or being cruelly outed?
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11 Apr 2025
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Orphan Harry shows up in Louis’ remote island’s primary school one day, thus beginning a lifelong friendship, only strengthened by a storm and a wreckage. Until Louis takes a dive in the sea that changes everything.
Prompt # 119
In a small coastal town, Louis has spent years harboring deep feelings for his best friend, Harry. After a long summer of stolen glances and unspoken confessions, Louis finally musters the courage to confess his love. However, Harry, caught off guard, gently tells Louis that he doesn’t feel the same way. Heartbroken and stunned, Louis watches Harry walk away, his mind racing with memories and what-ifs. Alone on the beach, Louis grapples with the weight of his unrequited love, feeling both the depth of his feelings and the emptiness of rejection. As he reflects on their friendship and the fragility of love, he must decide whether to fight for their bond or let go, not knowing that Harry, too, is struggling with his own feelings. In this poignant exploration of love, friendship, and self-discovery, can two hearts find a way back to each other, or will the silence between them grow too loud to bear?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,372
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 1
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- 65
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
04 Apr 2025
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At Least We're Breathing by JamieJam93
Fandoms: One Direction, Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson - Fandom
14 Dec 2015
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(Just another mental institution fic!)
Fairly quickly, it becomes obvious to Harry why almost all of them are there; Liam can't control how much he eats-and then can't keep it down-. Niall doesn't talk, Harry himself has tried to end his own life, and Zayn isn't always...Zayn.
Then there's Louis, who no one really knows what he's in for, and Harry isn't even sure he belongs, but maybe he's glad he's there anyway.
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- English
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- 67,855
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- 20/20
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21 Mar 2025
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“Is it okay if I just stay on the phone for a bit? I know you’re not here, I just… I know you'll hear this. It's kind of like you're here..." Louis closes his eyes for a second and pretends Harry is here. "I just don't want to be alone." He breathes in and out again. "Is it okay if I stay on the phone for a bit? We don’t have to talk.”
Louis is struggling to navigate life in his late twenties when coping with unprocessed trauma by falling into unhealthy habits. He just doesn’t get how people have their shit together. Meanwhile, Harry, whom he has decided never to see again, is becoming a famous television baker despite being 2 years younger. It becomes increasingly hard to avoid him.
TW: Substance Abuse, Sexual Assault, Mental Health Issues, Homophobia
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete fiction for entertainment purposes. It doesn't reflect the people mentioned, or their relationship with each other.Trailer:
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 473,442
- Chapters:
- 42/42
- Comments:
- 302
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13 Mar 2025
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Baby, I think we might be too cold to float by forreveries
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
22 Jul 2019
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They couldn’t come back together after six years apart and tell themselves that this was love that they were making.
Not with all that radio silence.
Harry tried to keep it all down, lodged under the lump in his throat. He needed something to focus on, something to keep him out of his thoughts, so that he could go along with this because he didn’t want Louis to take his hands off him.
He didn’t want that to happen.
But. But he needed it to.
“Wait,” Harry coughed out, his voice trembling, “Stop.”
Louis looked up at him with wide eyes.
“I— I need to stop,” Harry confessed, trying desperately to keep his voice straight.
“What is it?” Louis asked, full of concern.
“I can’t do this. I— I can’t play along. You left me and I need answers, Louis.”
His voice caught on the end of his name.AKA: Harry is a journalist that goes to Lake Tekapo, New Zealand, to look into a girl’s disappearance after a year of no movement from police. What he finds instead is his ex boyfriend Louis, who, six years earlier, ghosted him after five months of dating in university. A story of trauma, secrets, and the power of finally letting people in.
- Language:
- English
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- 81,820
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- 21/21
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- 175
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Bookmarked by Lukeyyy
07 Mar 2025