polarkai
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aqua regia by polarkai
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel (Comics), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
12 Nov 2025
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She was trying valiantly to adjust to the world around her, but it was harder than she thought it would be. Being abruptly yanked out of chemical subjugation had been disorienting at best and dehumanizing at worst, as she tried and failed to learn how to be a person again.
At least before the Blip, she’d had Natalia to guide her. Now, Yelena had no one.
…Or so she thought.
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- Part 1 of when facing the things we turn away from
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when the bough breaks by polarkai
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
22 Mar 2025
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Kate had the whole night planned out. They’d have dinner first, then drinks at the same bar where they had their first date. As soon as they returned home, Kate would pop the question. It was all going to be perfect, and hopefully, they’d end the night engaged.
The night went a bit differently than expected.
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suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee by polarkai
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
11 Jan 2025
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Powder was seven, then. It was her first hunt, and she’d only grown in her marksmanship since that day.
By the time she was twelve, she’d almost caught up to Vi’s record when she was the same age—five does and three bucks, twenty rabbits, seventeen squirrels, and two wild hogs. At seven, she was fresh off the boat, naive and dumb. At twelve, Powder knew everything there was to know about these woods, just like Vi and Vander.
At least, she thought they knew everything.
It turned out there was a lot about the woods in Zaun they didn’t know.
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your heaven doesn't want me and your hell won't let me in by polarkai
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
04 Dec 2024
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Kate was a light in the darkness, necessary to see what she was moving towards. She lifted up Yelena’s mood instantly, the mere sight of messy brown hair and startling blue eyes sending electric currents running through Yelena’s body like she’d stuck the tip of her knife in an outlet.
She lit up the darkest parts of Yelena’s mind without even trying to, and Yelena knew she couldn’t afford to lose that.
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- Part 2 of the difference between hell and home
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[if you peel away the skin] is there anybody there? by polarkai
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
28 Jul 2024
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“You feel fulfilled?” she asked him, skeptical.
Alexei grabbed at his gut and gave her a toothy smile. “So full. So filled,” he said. He was telling the truth. Then his eyebrows scrunched back together as he asked her, “But what brings you here?”
Yelena hesitated to answer, as she felt that Alexei had no true concept of the complexity of his own question. “There is something wrong with me," she replied, eyes fixated on her fidgeting hands, hands that shed enough blood to fill the Pacific. “I cannot help but feel… unfulfilled.”
Recent series
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when facing the things we turn away from by polarkai
Fandom: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
12 Nov 2025
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the painful beauty of heaven, the lucid moon, and the risen hunter by polarkai
Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
11 Jan 2025
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- 1
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the difference between hell and home by polarkai
Fandom: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Daredevil (TV), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Dec 2024
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Kate wasn't quite sure when Yelena became such an important part of her daily routine, but she certainly wasn't complaining. Yelena couldn't pinpoint the exact moment when Kate Bishop took priority over her addiction, but somewhere along the way, she became her new drug of choice.
If only love could make things easy.
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Widow's Web by SunshineLemon
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Agatha All Along (TV), WandaVision (TV)
14 Dec 2025
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Kate has one of the most best fuckin’ nights of her life after a stunning blonde picks her up at a bar and helps Kate realize desires she never knew she had. Of course she leaps at the chance for this one-night-stand to become a many-more-night-stand, hopefully even a till-death-do-us-part-night-stand.
Bookmarked by polarkai
26 Dec 2025
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running through the halls of your haunted home by cinnamonfiglatte
Fandoms: Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman, Wicked (Movie 2024)
28 Dec 2024
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It’s five months after the worst day of Glinda’s life that she wakes from one terrible nightmare into a new one. It’s the barest whisper of a sound, the smallest flicker of a shadow in the low light, and Glinda springs awake.
“Elphie?”
Or: Elphaba is alive. She and Glinda have some stuff to work out.
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by polarkai
26 Dec 2025
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Lucy and Cooper hate each other - at least that's what they tell themselves. Pretending had always been easiest for Cooper and Lucy certainly can't fall for the man who hurt her. When Lucy gets sick on the road to New Vegas, the duo are forced to navigate their complicated feelings for each other. Cooper wants to ruin Lucy, but he never realized that Lucy would ruin him in the end.
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Bookmarked by polarkai
26 Dec 2025
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Little Lucy throws him a blank look, the same one he’s been seeing on that pretty face since the showdown with her father. “I want to keep going.”
There’s that stubborn tenacity buried under her too-soft flesh. He argues back, “I’m tired. Ain’t you tired?”
(or, Ghoul discovers Lucy has a method to getting to sleep)
Bookmarked by polarkai
23 Dec 2025
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Lucy isn't sure what exactly possessed her to take the Ghoul up on his offer to 'meet her makers' as he put it, but as they travel together, she realizes he might not be the monster he wants everyone to think he is. And she might not hate him quite as much as she used to.
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- Part 1 of A Force to be Reckoned With
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Bookmarked by polarkai
23 Dec 2025