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    Bucky always wanted a brother, but instead he had you. You learned to fight, you wore his hand-me-down clothes, and he started calling you Pip. So when the two of you saved a blond kid from an alley, was it any wonder he didn’t realize you were a girl?

    A story of growing up in Brooklyn in the 1930s, the struggle with gender expectations, and the all too slow realization that you don’t have to choose between being yourself and being loved.

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    18/?
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    It had been maybe the most emotionally exhausting day of Steve’s life. Sure, for everyone else it had been seventy years, but for Steve, it had been like, a day. A really, really long fucking day!

    It started like all his days had for the last four months; bleak. He’d woken before the mission to the replay of the love of his life falling to his death. Again. Then he’d done his fucking job. Then he found himself piloting a fucking missile and Peggy was right, she probably could’ve found another way but honestly? He just wanted to be with Bucky again. So what’d he do? He crashed the plane into the arctic, supper serum keeping him conscious far longer than a normal person as he slowly drowned.

    Then he woke up in said love of his life's apartment. Seventy years had gone by, but really, what's a century for a couple of supper soldiers?

    (or, the one where Bucky is already there when Steve wakes up and fully deprogrammed and adjusted to modern life.)

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    109/?
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    The scent was all.

    The scent was all, and he’d lost it.

    He staggered through the burning woods, desperate for shelter, for water, for air, along the only path the fire permitted him, a rock ledge that overlooked the river, stained brown from all the blood, all the carnage of the battle that still raged in the valley below. A fog of black, sooty smoke loomed in between the trees, but thinned out on the ledge. He cradled his mangled arm as he lurched forward, forward on a pair of swollen ankles, shackle-scarred legs, desperate for escape from he knew not what.

    He only knew it was evil—pure, invincible evil—and if he shifted, they would have him. His wolf was fierce but fair-minded, a creature of instinct and hunger—and instinct, he had discovered, could be manipulated, wielded, owned.

    The man with no name would die before he would be owned again.

    In which Bucky is a lonely, determined, but tormented wolf searching for his mate while shepherding an adorable pack of rescue dogs around the West Coast, and Steve is the righteous but grief-stricken Alpha of an idyllic werewolf pack, who'll do anything it takes to keep his wolves safe under the constant threat of a HYDRA attack.

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    10
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    After Bucky's parents found out he was gay he lost everything. Now he's starting senior year at a new school without a phone, an arm, or the slightest bit of independence. He thinks he's just gonna have to make it through a year and finally move out of his parents house. That is until he sees a familiar head of blond hair tied to a friend from so long ago. What will he do when that same guy asks him to sit at his table. How will he rekindle their friendship when they've been apart for years not to mention all the things Bucky's dealing with currently... and what if he wants more than friendship?

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    2/?
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    Steve needs more than a Christmas miracle to glue the shattered pieces of his life back together.

    Enter Bucky Barnes.

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    2/?
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    34
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    4
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    459
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    1933,
    1944,
    2013,
    2014,
    2015
    Through childhood, war, loss and new beginnings,
    five christmas days in the live of Steve Rogers.

    updates every week till christmas.

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    Chapters:
    3/5
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    1
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    Stability. Company. Family. Everything Bucky and Rebecca have been seeking their entire lives, they’ve finally found in each other. Until it all comes crashing down around them.

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    Chapters:
    6/29
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    13
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    5
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    Steve Rogers has felt like he's been drifting through his life without any real connections ever since his mother died years earlier. He has friends in the Deaf community and a job that keeps him fed and clothed. He knows he shouldn't want for more, but he does. He wants closeness and a companionship that he can't quite describe. He certainly isn't expecting to find a man that fills that void being beaten senseless in a back alley.

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    Chapters:
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    A bunch of female anime characters get turned into Fox girls and make a bunch of female Disney characters their mates.

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    16/?
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    2,459
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    Bucky doesn't even believe in the paranormal. So who the hell thought it was a good idea to stick him in a series about everything haunted for the internet's amusement? With his loose-canon of a teammate who has no concept of subtlety or any shits left to give, to make things even worse.

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    15/?
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    Three years after the events of Shake The Frost, Steve organizes a cross country road trip to celebrate Bucky’s 100th birthday. Healing, happy, and now a member of the Avengers, Bucky considers taking the next step in their relationship. But when they return home to find Steve’s got a stalker obsessed with preserving the image of Captain America, they find themselves on a journey neither of them ever expected to take.

    Though this could be read as a standalone, I suggest you read part 1 and part 2 of this series for context.

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    12/22
    Comments:
    277
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    29
    Hits:
    3,697
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    They marry on a gloomy afternoon in December, just two days before Christmas. Missus Rogers would have never allowed it had she been around, God rest her soul in peace. There had been no announcement in the papers, no whispers in the stairwell in the weeks leading up to their nuptials.

    Times were tough, but gossip lifted spirits high. Folks weren’t too terribly consumed with their own troubles to know a shotgun wedding when they saw one, and a scandal of the Barnes variety always kept the neighborhood sufficiently fed when the soup lines wound a little too long around the block. He has been looking a bit brawny about the belly as of late, hasn’t he?

    How scandalous!

    First comes love, indeed. After that? Order of events interchangeable.

    This one certainly won’t make it to the history books. Barnes-gate, 1935.

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    When Tony Stark starts getting letters from a dead man, his comfortable life as a billionaire playboy begins to fall to pieces. But his life is not the only one coming undone. Steve Rogers is a starving artist in Brooklyn, trying to scrape by as best he can in a time when being homosexual was illegal. As time is running out, with war and death looming on the horizon, they fall in love… but for how long?

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    28/?
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    11,224
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    Cursed to sacrifice your life to save another, you were never able to connect with others, always meant to drift before you could belong. Death was all you knew. Then, one day in Brooklyn, you saved a young man, and for some reason, you kept seeing him again. And again. And again. No matter where you went, across decades, you always found your way back to him.

    He was forced to live to destroy, you were forced to die to save—bound together in ways neither of you could understand.

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    28/?
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    48
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    7,110
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    this is the seventy-year history of a love that outlasted war, ice, and the systematic destruction of a mind.

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    11,002
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    5
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    28
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    384
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    Bucky Barnes was supposed to fall in love with a girl he met out dancing, a girl he’d eventually marry, and they’d raise their children together in a nice house in the suburbs with white picket fencing.

    Instead he falls for Steve Rogers. Steve and his sharp tongue, his unwavering loyalty, and his dry humor—Steve, who’ll never see Bucky as anything but his best friend.

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    Steve Rogers believed he would never meet someone who would like him for who he truly was. He’s small, weak, alone, picking fights he knows deep down he can’t win.

    Then, all of a sudden there’s Bucky. Bucky and his charm, his easy-going personality, and his hearty laughter—Bucky, who’s too good, too perfect to be associated with the likes of Steve.

     

    It all comes crashing down from there.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    10
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    20
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    James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes was Captain America's best friend his story was painted all over the measeum walls side by side with the Howling Comandos. He was then recorded in the locked files of the HYDRA vaults. But there is more to his story, much more in between the lines of his history and eventual pardon. So much lost time, so much missing information, so much story still left to tell.
    Please note that this fic is only the first of three potential future parts. This will be considered the 40s segment

    Personal note: This fic is very whumpy and an excuse for me to beat the shit out of my favourite character, because what else do you do with your favourite character than inflict unimaginable pain on them :) Please mind the tags and please excuse the fact that this fic is going to take me YEARS to complete.

    (Edit: I changed some of the tags recently since I'm not sure if certain aspects common place with Bucky's story and his time as the Winter Soldier will actually be in this fic since it's going to be split up into several parts)

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    Chapters:
    35/66
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    186
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    99
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    41
    Hits:
    4,642
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    She was beautiful, he knew that now. But she was also wrong, because there was no way he could ever forget the curve of her smile or the exact colour of her eyes. Not now, not ever, not in another lifetime, not even if his mind was whipped off.

    He was sure of that, it was just impossible.

     

    Or: How to fall in love with your best friend over the years without realising and then do nothing about it until it's almost too late.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
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    On a beautiful day, shortly after the Blip, Bucky returned to a place he cherished as a child to explore his past. Unexpectedly, he met a stranger who also found comfort there, and soon befriended her as she became a steady presence in his conflicted life. Soon, with her gentle guidance, he reconnected with his youngest sister, uncovered the startling truth about his mother’s fate, and learned to heal by reclaiming pieces of his past.

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    English
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    23,635
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    2
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    16
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    121
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    Steve wasn't looking for anything in particular that night at the bar, just a chance to be an anonymous body among people. Until he hears a song that brings him to tears, and a chance encounter brings him to the beautiful man who wrote the song.

    But Steve's trying to keep a low profile, so he gives him a fake name before asking him out. Now Steve needs to come clean, and Bucky's life is filled with dangers of its own.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    88,928
    Chapters:
    23/30
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    180
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    6,268

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