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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    At the breakfast table, Jack enthuses about the special limited edition Christmas version of that cookie cereal he always eats—which, as far as Dean can tell, is the exact same as the regular version, only with red and green sprinkles substituting the usual brown specks that represent chocolate chips, and it costs a few cents extra.

    Jack’s head pops up as he looks Dean right in the eye and says, blithely, mouth full of cereal, “It’s Christmas Eve.”

    Dean frowns. “No it ain’t.”

    Sam shoots Dean a look of pure pity. “Yeah, Dean, it is.”

    Cas just squints.

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    19 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    “We just need time to fix this. We need to go somewhere safe, somewhere where no one can find us.”
    After "Jack in the Box" and beginning of "Moriah". Castiel convinced Jack and took him on the run from the Winchesters and the Apocalypse world hunters, who were actively planning to hunt Jack down and kill him.
    It wouldn't be easy. Because of all the pain and trauma both had endured. Because both of them had been so isolated, they had no friends and allies left.
    But forget all that. The most basic, most urgent threat they faced, if they wanted to start a new life out in the world?
    They had no identification papers.

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    13 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    In a world where faith has been sold to the highest bidder, and fallen angels are displayed as trophies of a corrupt humanity, Dean Winchester believes in nothing but the value of the next heist. Together with his brother Sam, he accepts an assignment that promises riches: infiltrate a Gothic cathedral in England to steal an angel blade.

    But an easy theft turns out to be much more than they imagined. Castiel, a fallen angel, is chained like a macabre exhibit, his grace on the verge of being extinguished. With him comes a shocking revelation: Heaven has been sealed, the angels banished, and the world left to rot in the hands of a corrupt religious organization that has controlled society for years.

    Between groups of religious fanatics, angels corrupted by the Fall, and secrets hidden deep within the Vatican, the Winchesters find themselves at the center of a fight to restore order and keep the world from going even further to hell.

     

    *Updates every Thursday.*

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    26 Sep 2025

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    A year after Dean kicked Cas out of the bunker, two bodies in Black Falls River, Wisconsin turn up charred and smoking, flash-cooked by powerful and supernatural lightning strikes. When Sam and Dean find glittering black feathers, stormy weather, and unusual electrical activity they call in backup to help them take out their target: A thunderbird.

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    Castiel is just trying to get by in a human world as best he can. His grace is recovering from what Metatron did to him, but the process has been slow, painful, and, most recently, violent. After he accidentally kills a human, he struggles to leave this tentative new life and start over yet again. Unfortunately, he's forced to when hunters come sniffing around for the creature responsible for the supernatural death.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    Sure, Dean’s cursed to die—cursed to have his breath stolen from him—on his twenty-fourth birthday. Uh-huh, thanks for that, Mom. Some real Rapunzel bullshit, there.

    But here’s the thing: Dean’s a hunter. He’s got iron around his neck, jade on his wrists, and Latin on his tongue. Ain’t no fucking curse gonna take him and then move on to Sammy after.

    He doesn’t expect that his curse has a name.

    But what kind of name is ‘Castiel,’ anyway?

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    28 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Uh, Cas?” Dean says, looking between him and the girl, who clearly knows exactly who he is. “Who’s the kid?”
    Cas keeps glancing at the exit like he’s thinking about running away. “Dean, this is Claire Novak. She’s Jimmy’s daughter.”
    “Wait…” Dean looks between the two of them, and the resemblance is suddenly both strange and obvious. The bright blue eyes, the messy hair. “She’s—”
    “He’s wearing my dead dad,” Claire says, voice biting. Cas flinches, but Claire hardly pauses before she rounds on him. “What the fuck is he doing here?”
    Cas, unfazed by the rage rolling off of her, turns to Claire. “How was your history presentation?”

    Follow up from Lost in the Wilderness, it's helpful but not essential to read the first one.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    Dean doesn't even get halfway through explaining before Bobby starts laughing. When he lets himself think about it for more than five seconds, Dean can almost see Bobby's point: he's faced down demons, witches, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, angels, and Satan himself and now he's been defeated by the God damn Midwest.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    It wasn't uncommon for Dean to find himself tracking down an ex-angel in their underground home in the middle of the night, because Cas got nightmares. Ten years ago, though, if anyone had told Dean this would become a semi-regular occurrence in his life, he’d probably have laughed so hard, his beer would have come out of his nose.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    Canon-divergent from 12.08

    After Sam and Dean are arrested, Castiel is left alone and scrambling to find them. He knows they’re locked away in a government facility, and he’s still able to hear their prayers, but no matter how he tries Castiel can’t seem to track them. He chases leads and even attempts to hunt on his own, but Mary is AWOL, Crowley refuses to help, and Castiel’s options are running out.

    Weeks pass, Castiel’s hope dwindles, and through it all Dean prays, keeping them connected. His voice is comforting, frustrating, and occasionally annoying, but in his solitude Castiel comes to cherish it. But then one day, without warning, Dean stops praying, and Castiel is forced to confront some uncomfortable truths about his feelings.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.

    At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.

    Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.

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    20 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    Dean Winchester turned forty-six today.

    Nine months before, he rescued a dog he saw too much of himself in.

    A few months before that, he quit hunting for good.

    In a few weeks, his little brother is getting married, and he will be the best man at his wedding.

    A few months after that, he suspects two more friends will be getting married.

    Dean is forty-six, and he spent the last five years working towards being content with where he is and how far he has come. He is forty-six, and he is at last coming home.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Slow burn. Much angst. Much fluff. Original Canon Universe. Season 15 fix-it-fic.

    WARNING: do not read in public, unless you are okay with sobbing around other people.

    Sam is tired of it. Tired of the staring contests and the eye-sex and the 'standing two inches apart' thing. With a little help from Rowena and Heller-Queen-Charlie, Sam becomes the matchmaker: and tries to make his ship canon.

    Meanwhile, Cas is hiding a secret, and Dean is hiding his feelings. Until one night, when their long-awaited happiness becomes their greatest sorrow.

    Written in the original canon universe, this fic uses many canon scenes from the series to show that Destiel doesn't need fanfiction to be real. It has always been there, it will always be there, and it is REAL.

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    24 Jun 2025

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    Castiel is the new Death. Dean can only see him when he's dying.

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    “You just show up out of the blue and then disappear again, before I can even say anything?” Dean rails at him.

    Cas stalks forward, his sickle thumping along with his steps. “I wouldn’t have had to show up if you didn’t die .”

    Dean’s eyebrows fly up. “So it’s my fault?”

    “Yes!”

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    11 Jun 2025

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    “The whole Cain-and-Abel thing,” Dean blusters. “Us dead. Whatever. I'll kill Sam. Sam will kill me. We'll kill each other. Okay? You pick. But, first, you gotta put everything back the way it was,” Dean continues, and this, this is why he’s Chuck’s favourite. Even at his lowest, he’s still making demands. “The people, the birds, Cas. You gotta bring him back.”

    Even at his lowest, Dean still lets himself hope for something.

    It’s fascinating.

    “We're surrendering,” Sam finishes their little speech. “We're giving up.”

    Chuck nods, as if he’s thinking it over.

    But the eager glint in his eyes gives him away.

    “Okay. Dean, kill Sam.”

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    Chuck takes the Winchesters up on their offer in 15x19. Dean, Cas, and Jack deal with the fallout for their relationships. It gets worse before it gets better.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    “If you don’t want me to go with you...then don’t go, Dean,” the ex-angel finishes with a note of casualness in his voice, as if the decision is simple.

    Unfortunately, Dean Winchester is nothing if not stubborn.

    He sucks on his teeth for a moment, roughly picks up his duffel, and slings it over his shoulder as he storms past Cas in the doorway with a bite of, “Go get in the damn car,”.

     

    (TLDR: Cas is rescued from the empty, human. Dean wants to stop hunting because he loves Cas, but can't figure out how to let himself; however, he doesn't want Cas to hunt either, because he loves him. Conflict, angstiness, and love ensues.)

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    06 Jun 2025

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    Dean wakes up in 2003 in a motel room, overcome with grief at what he lived through and fearful that he'll have to do it again.

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    A large warm hand was holding Dean’s shoulder, shaking him lightly.

    “Dean.”

    Dean swatted at the hand, mildly surprised when it didn’t let go. People usually gave him a wide berth when he was asleep now, unsure what reaction he'd have from being woken up suddenly. The hand dug in harder, could feel the blunt fingertips push in under his collar bone.

    “Dean, come on.”

    Dean opened his eyes, ready to tell off Cas or Sam— whoever it was— for waking him so soon after he lay down. John Winchester stared down at him, brows knotted together with a grim look. Dean nearly launched himself backwards off the bed, banging his head sharply on the motel headboard and pressing himself bodily against it— far away as possible from the spectre in front of him.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    04 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 43

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    Castiel Novak finds the perfect location to put his sandwich shop with his brother Gabriel and best friend Meg, the only problem is he doesn't know there's already another popular diner across the street ran by another set of brothers and their best friend Charlie.

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    18 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dean is intrigued when a new neighbor moves in next door.

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    07 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 64

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    Castiel is so sorry.

    Castiel is so ashamed.

    Who was Castiel to want? Should he not have known better? Just look at where it’s gotten him: pathetically crying, and unwanted by the one man he gave everything up for.

    (TLDR: Post-Empty Cas realizing he has to shave his facial hair now that he’s human and Dean has to help, breakdown ensues)

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    28 Apr 2025

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