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    SENSORY ILLUSIONS IN AVIATION:

    "Human senses are not naturally geared for the in-flight environment. Pilots may experience disorientation and loss of perspective, creating illusions that range from false horizons to sensory conflict with instrument readings, the misjudging of altitude over water, thinking that their life is over when it's only just starting, or loving someone so much they might just die over it.

    (…)Stalls in fixed-wing aircraft are often experienced as a sudden reduction in lift. It may be caused either by the pilot increasing the wing's angle of attack or by a decrease in the critical angle of attack. The latter may be due to slowing down (below stall speed) or stopping living life in the chaotic ruleset of a war. A stall does not mean that the engine(s) have stopped working, or that life doesn't go on, that love doesn't find you."

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    "Kiss me."

    Buck's hands freeze, the stroking stops. “...I’m sorry?”

    “Kiss me.” Eddie doesn't know where this is coming from, except he does, actually—it's coming from the part of his brain that has been chewing on this problem for two days straight and has finally arrived at a solution. A terrible solution. A solution that makes perfect sense if you don't think about it too hard. "I need to know."

    Or,
    The scientific unravelling of Eddie Diaz.

    a 9x7 coda

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Watching someone you once knew better than anyone else become whole without you is a quiet kind of loss. Mike carries it anyway.

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    03 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    “You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”

    “You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”

    He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.

    “Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”

    Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.

    Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”

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    Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    “I think I just don’t want to give them the satisfaction. If I do end up marrying a woman, fine, I’ll deal with it then. Plus, I imagine I’ll love her enough that I wouldn’t care that it would make my parents happy. But, as it is, I really just want to date a man and rub it in their faces.”

    Eddie opens the fridge and takes out another beer. “You could do that.”

    “How? They’ll be here in 4 days. I’m fast, but I’m not that fast.”

    “Doesn’t have to be a real relationship.” Eddie opens the beer and hands it to Buck. “You could just ask someone to play along.”

    Buck would like it noted, at this point, that it was Eddie’s idea.


    The Buckleys come to visit. Some questionable decisions are made.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    The thing is, Gale is safe. He knows it.

    But the only thing that has ever made him feel unequivocally safe is Bucky. And god, how he just wants to collapse into those familiar arms.

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    Or: After the war, Gale gets on a bus to Wisconsin.

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    18 Jun 2025