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"Kiss me."
Buck's hands freeze, the stroking stops. “...I’m sorry?”
“Kiss me.” Eddie doesn't know where this is coming from, except he does, actually—it's coming from the part of his brain that has been chewing on this problem for two days straight and has finally arrived at a solution. A terrible solution. A solution that makes perfect sense if you don't think about it too hard. "I need to know."
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The scientific unravelling of Eddie Diaz.a 9x7 coda
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16 Jan 2026
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Watching someone you once knew better than anyone else become whole without you is a quiet kind of loss. Mike carries it anyway.
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03 Jan 2026
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“You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”
“You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”
He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.
“Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”
Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.
Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”
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Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.
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18 Dec 2025
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“I think I just don’t want to give them the satisfaction. If I do end up marrying a woman, fine, I’ll deal with it then. Plus, I imagine I’ll love her enough that I wouldn’t care that it would make my parents happy. But, as it is, I really just want to date a man and rub it in their faces.”
Eddie opens the fridge and takes out another beer. “You could do that.”
“How? They’ll be here in 4 days. I’m fast, but I’m not that fast.”
“Doesn’t have to be a real relationship.” Eddie opens the beer and hands it to Buck. “You could just ask someone to play along.”
Buck would like it noted, at this point, that it was Eddie’s idea.
The Buckleys come to visit. Some questionable decisions are made.
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18 Dec 2025
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The thing is, Gale is safe. He knows it.
But the only thing that has ever made him feel unequivocally safe is Bucky. And god, how he just wants to collapse into those familiar arms.
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Or: After the war, Gale gets on a bus to Wisconsin.
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18 Jun 2025
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"So you've seen my stuff?
may have checked a vid or two
or twenty
So it's true?
whats true?
You're gay?
oh yea that
yeah its true
surprise?"The one where Buck is a pornstar and John has no fucking idea (but he'd like to).
(also known as the porn au texting fic absolutely no one asked for, but i did anyway)
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22 Apr 2025
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John escapes from the aftermath of Rüsselsheim, meets an old woman in the woods, and tracks down Buck Cleven.
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10 Mar 2025
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all the rest of what I want with you by london_cowboy
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024)
25 Aug 2024
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Right before the Bremen mission, John kisses Gale, and Gale kisses him back. In July of 1945, Gale marries Marge; a year later, she files for divorce. It’s September when Gale packs his duffel bag and drives to Manitowoc, Wisconsin.
Everything goes so, so very wrong from there.Author’s note: This is sad, Freudian and horny, and intended to hurt like a bitch.
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10 Mar 2025
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She’s back to putting the groceries away and getting everything out to start dinner by the time there’s a knock on the door. The outline of John is obvious through the lace over the door, shifting nervously on the porch and smoking. When she opens the door she’s surprised by a small bunch of flowers wrapped in newspaper in his hand, his duffel at his feet.
“Marjorie,” he smiles as he sees her, and she gets to watch him slip behind his grin like he hadn’t just been shuffling around in front of the house.
She just returns his smile and waves him inside, leading him straight through to the kitchen.
“These are for you.” He holds out the flowers once they’re inside and he’s set his bag down next to the dining table. “Just a little something to say sorry for dropping in unannounced.”
Marge takes them and smells them, fresh and bright and lovely. “Bringing another man’s wife flowers, what will the neighbors think?”
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09 Mar 2025
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“Not sleeping well,” Gale says gruffly, while concern morphs Bucky’s features into something Gale can barely stand to look at. Gale moves his toothpick from one corner of his mouth to the other, and then he makes a bet, the stakes and odds of which make him nauseous to consider. He says: “It’ll pass.”
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Gale’s been having dreams he can’t quite remember the subject of. Until he does.
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09 Mar 2025
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“You’re scaring the men.” Buck says to him one night, when his face is pressed against the back of his neck, far too close for it to be casual.
“I’m scaring myself,” John admits, into the cool night air. It’s easier when it’s like this. When he can pretend that he’s talking to himself instead of the man who’s safety he’s built his life around. But even that is gone, was shattered when his foot made contact with brittle ribs. Just another way that this war has changed him.
John used to be a man who wanted to protect, above all else. Now he just wants to hurt.
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OR: what if John really did lose his mind, even if only for a moment. Would it change anything?
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- Part 1 of mad dogs
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06 Mar 2025
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I think the love I bear you should make you not to die by WonderGinia
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024)
21 Aug 2024
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They look for each other through space and time, through wars, through lifetimes. Even if they don't know it, they're always pulled closer by something grander than them.
And every time they find each other, a spark catches. Sometimes it’s just that, a spark — it lingers, or gets smothered, never fully grows into a flame.
Other times, it blooms. The fire roars, engulfs their lives, burns through them too hot and too quick. It never lasts.Until it does.
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04 Feb 2025
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The feeling sinks into him hard and fast like a plane falling off the sky. John looks at him and doesn’t speak — and maybe that’s the most wrong thing of all.
He remembers a telegram. A tiny envelope, white with black bands around its border. Something he’d gotten familiar with as time passed, but he remembers his hands were still shaking when he opened it up.
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There's a ghost in Gale Cleven's living room.
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02 Feb 2025
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Even through the dwindling amount of bodies between them, Gale made eye contact with John, his smile widening. John’s heart thundered against his ribs, his chest growing warm.
God, Gale was going to kill John with that smile one day.
A smile that didn’t even belong to him. A smile that belonged to Marge. A small part of him wished she would disappear, that he could take Gale for himself. But who was he kidding?
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20 Jan 2025
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They call Raleigh to inform him that Mako is dead at four-thirty-three in the AM on a Wednesday, Anchorage time. Sitting up in bed, he stares at the phone in his hand for a bleary, stupefied second before he hits the END CALL button, rolls over, and goes back to sleep. Because bad dreams or prank calls aside, it’s a complete and total impossibility.
If Mako was gone, he would know.
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16 Jan 2025
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The Greek Choir is Screaming (what a tragedy) by YoungDumbandFullofHeadcanons
Fandom: Saltburn (2023)
30 Apr 2025
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10 Dec 2024
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There is a coyote who follows John Egan through the scrublands of New Mexico. A pale-eyed, pale-furred, washed-out shape against the desert night. Limbs too long and paws dexterous as it lopes just out of sight. Sometimes it stood upright, mouth lolling open wet and pink and full of teeth. Sometimes it is a man too, still furred and broken-limbed but with a maw that could almost form words and hips that narrowed delicately.
It is never human, but sometimes it is a man.
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A spooky oooky ghosty Halloween fic. A larger trigger list will be contained inside!Bookmarked by SachiNau
08 Nov 2024
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me) by johnslittlespoon (quickcatton)
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024)
08 Apr 2025
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The glow that’s cast over John's book dims, a shadow blanketing the pages, and two hands come into view, bracing on the edge of the table, rings clicking against the wood.
“You lost?”
John looks up and meets steely blue eyes with his own wide ones. Broad arms flex where the man leans against the table, and tobacco and sweet–cedar cologne fill his nose and lungs when he inhales, hitting him like a fist to the face, making his head spin. The stranger seems to consider him for a moment, and John’s cheeks grow warm.
— Or: College student John Egan ends up in an old pub on the other side of his small town, where he has a chance encounter with biker and mechanic Gale Cleven. His life is forever changed.
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- Part 1 of Tough And Sweet
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20 Oct 2024
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Eoin sits down across the table from him and slides him a gently sweating bottle of beer.
Paddy can’t turn his head, daren’t, afraid that if he does all of this will disappear.
“You’re dead,” he says.
The loss at the core of him is howling.
“And you’re mad”Bookmarked by SachiNau
05 Dec 2023
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07 Nov 2020