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/saʊˈdɑːdə/ (Portuguese): an emotional state of melancholic longing for a beloved yet absent someone or something
Dazzled by glimmering rhinestones and silken ostrich feathers, Louis succumbs to the call of nostalgia while in Rio for Carnaval.
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Who are you going to call for, what do you have to say? Keep your hat on your head, home is a long way away.
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Not Everyone Can Carry the Weight of the World by azephirin
Fandoms: Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time (2010)
12 Jul 2022
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If this had ever become a complete fic, it would have been an epic fix-it modern AU featuring EMT!Tamina, art-student!Dastan, cultural and religious differences between generations, Tamina's lesbian moms, the author's rant on international adoption, Nasrin (aka Sharaman's wife and Dastan's mom, who in this story has a name and a personality and agency of her own), MBA!fratboy!player!Tus, industrial espionage, Tamina's unwavering sense of duty regardless of what century she's in, engineering-PhD!Garsiv (he is so adorable and so socially inept), and the author's rant on families of choice/creation.
In reality, however, it is ~1200 words of daily life and meeting the parents.
Posted to LJ in 2010 and recently discovered on my hard drive. Title from "Talk About the Passion," by REM.
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Beside You in the Blue Quiet by azephirin
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
05 Jun 2022
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I will be here beside you in the blue quiet. I will be here in the dark.
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- Part 2 of As you walk, you make your own road
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There Is No Road by azephirin
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
30 Apr 2022
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I’m on my way.
Obi-Wan’s messages never have less than perfect grammar and punctuation, but somehow the period on the end makes this one more serious, more definite. He is on his way. To her apartment. Period.
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- Part 1 of As you walk, you make your own road
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As you walk, you make your own road by azephirin
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
05 Jun 2022
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Abyssus-verse by azephirin
Fandom: Angel: the Series, Black Dagger Brotherhood - Ward, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, X-Men (Movieverse)
22 Mar 2010
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Ghosts by azephirin
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Fast and the Furious (2001 2003 2006 2009), Harry Potter - Rowling, La Femme Nikita, Star Trek (2009), Supernatural, Twilight - Meyer
21 Dec 2010
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“You want me feisty?” Daniel tries to tease back, but again, his voice wavers. “You could’ve had me feisty.” Could’ve had me any way you wanted.
Yeah?
Still can. Who am I kidding.
And Louis says it, out loud, firm but quiet, soft but sure: “Good thing I want you exactly as you are.”
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- Part 1 of Bataille Pour La Garde
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21 Sep 2025
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let me shoot them down (let me unsettle you) by skvadern
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
27 Dec 2024
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But Lestat has been made richer than God, Armand likely hasn't washed this side of the 1780s, and the opportunity presented itself. To indulge himself, to spoil this ascetic crypt-creature a little. The second bath sits closer to the fire, was heated far hotter; will still be warm when he spills Armand into it.
Lestat helps Armand in from the cold.
Bookmarked by azephirin
22 Jun 2025
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He greets the sight of the two steaming bathtubs laid out by the hearth with perfect blankness….
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It doesn’t make any sense, this nervousness. He’s been inside Louis’s apartment before. He wants Louis, has been wanting him. Still, it’s different now. After what he almost did, what he had been planning to do. After they’ve come to a new understanding, of sorts. Armand takes a shaky breath, stands there unmoving as Louis turns around. Waiting, though for what, he’s not quite sure. A call to action, his cue in a play he does not have the script for. It shouldn’t matter. He’s good at improvising
A slow smile spreads across Louis’s lips, small and almost hesitant. He tucks his hands into his pockets, tilts his head boyishly.
“You gonna stand there all night, or are you gonna come over here and kiss me?” Louis says, a teasing lilt to his voice.
Louis invites Armand in.
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- Part 1 of a universe whole and entire
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bluff called, proclivities discovered by Anonymous
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
25 Mar 2025
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“You know how long I've wanted to get you both in the same bed? I’m not gonna tell you, it’ll piss you off.”
“You can join the several hundred other men over the last century who had eyes,” Louis says.
“It’s not because you're hot,” Daniel says. “I mean, yes, but not - shut up, stop fishing.”
“Stop letting me bait you.”
Daniel kisses him, nibbles at his lip. Smiles and kisses him again, slow and soothing, the same mouth that does large predator maneuvers on all the sexy parts of Louis’ body. He kisses Louis’ cheek, his jaw, his lips again. Stays close when he's done.
“What you were saying, before,” Daniel says, Louis’ eyes full of his lovely face, his waist in the periphery with Armand's hands petting along his ribcage. “It's so stupid, it’s - I think about it. If both of you made me together. But that's not actually a thing, is it? Two makers.”
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Bookmarked by azephirin
01 Jun 2025
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Louis, the maker who stepped up, feeding Daniel from his inner thigh. An off-color line from Daniel about a wet nurse. Louis fisting a hand in his curls and saying, well, get up here, then. Bluff called, proclivities discovered.
So not every night, but at least once every week, Louis drinks more than enough for two, wraps his fledgling up in his arms, and gives him his chest.
Super hot even though I have to skip the woundfucking.
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“Really?” Daniel says. His brain is reeling off all the reasons this is a bad idea, like a news station ticker. Louis is going to see Daniel killing a guy. He’s going to see that Daniel likes doing that. He’s going to see that if Daniel doesn’t do that on demand, his body unionises against his mind, downs tools, forms a picket line, and says no dice until our demands are met. “What about … I mean, fair warning, this will not be a little drink.”
Four days after the interview: Daniel's navigating a new species and a body that still won't quite do as it's told. Louis is navigating a few changes of his own. And then what?
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Bookmarked by azephirin
17 May 2025

