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buck's life is a constant balancing act. in the quiet moments, when the alarms stop blaring, he finds himself facing the weight of his own mind—and his need for control over the one thing he can manage: his body.
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or, buck's downward spiral as it begins from the moment he realizes the type of family he was born into. maybe that determined his fate, like some kind of original sin.
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we don't talk about it (we don't have the time) by truegenius187
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
12 Nov 2024
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the bau jet has seen it all. laughs, tears, games, stories, and most prominently: the team grappling with the emotional toll of their job. spencer talks. aaron listens. but as they open up, they also learn to let go, forgetting the darkness together, if only for a little while. and then they forget.
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i know (but i wish i didn't) by truegenius187
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
21 Jun 2024
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in which jason knows.
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as the son of jupiter (zeus?), he should have known better. but a part of him always wanted to hope that things would change. he doesn't know why they do it.
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- Part 2 of grace, jason.
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sometimes i wish time would stop and give me a moment to process my thoughts by truegenius187
Fandoms: The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
17 Jul 2023
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a person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts
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jason's thoughts help him survive, but he wants to live.
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- Part 1 of grace, jason.
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mike unpacks.
will watches.
or, in which will finds out about hellfire.
(lowercase intended)
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grace, jason. by truegenius187
Fandom: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
21 Jun 2024
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my works & oneshots about the one n only!
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you've been in his fist ever since you were a kid by phoenixgryffin
Fandoms: Succession (TV 2018)
07 Feb 2022
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There’d been other incidents, of course. Dumb, really. Kid stuff. These days, moments from his childhood blur with military school. Nights where he couldn’t sleep. Hands larger, more powerful than his. The phase where he’d wet the bed nearly every night for a year. Roman tries not to dwell on the past. No use being such a pussy.
“Eh, I was a fuckin’ freak as a kid,” says Roman, cutting off Shiv’s stammers. He smirks widely—too wide. “It’s not—like, Dad had a point, y’know? Probably I deserved it.”
One night when Roman's home from college, he shares a joint with Shiv and Kendall.
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27 Dec 2025
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Drowning (Coming Up For Air) by GarlicBreadforJuliusCaesar for Nock_and_Bolt
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
20 Dec 2025
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Spencer is usually good at treading water.
His life has been a slow drip of trauma, only broken up by torrents and floods. When it rains, he supposes. He can’t remember ever being fully above water. He’s always at least half-drowning. Life has always been a constant battle of keeping afloat, keeping his head up enough to suck in trembling breaths. He swims. He tries to float. He’s gotten good at swimming. At least, good enough not the drown.
Usually, at least.
Right now, Spencer’s on the bottom of the lake. He’s slowly drowning, watching as the bubbles drift up from his mouth. He’s drowning. And this time, he actually will.
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Spencer has a mental health episode, and his family rally around to help
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27 Dec 2025
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Nathan was nothing like him, Spencer knows, because Spencer's never gotten off on dead bodies before;
But Nathan (Spencer) is afraid of his own mind. Nathan (Spencer) is more afraid of himself than anything the world could throw at him. Nathan (Spencer, Spencer, Spencer,) was willing to hurt himself to keep the rest of the world safe.
It's terrifying.
AKA Spencer Reid panicking over what he could become, and Hotch assuring him that he has a family who cares enough to tell him. Post S2E11, Sex Birth Death.
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24 Dec 2025
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It was never supposed to go this far, this long, to go at all, really. He thought about it for so long and then in a matter of days he felt like he was covered in evidence of himself. Someone was here, it says. Someone was here.
Spencer Reid on how self harm took hold of him, and how life looks when he quits. It's never been linear.
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24 Dec 2025
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across the wires by Ravenesta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”
Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?
"It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."
Or: Game day at the Pike house.
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- Part 2 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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23 Dec 2025