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I don't want to get better, I want to get worse by Houseofchaos
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
06 Sep 2025
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After Kim’s permanent transfer six months prior, Satellite-Officer Vicquemare became increasingly bitter and volatile around Harry, who always sought out the Lieutenant for second opinions during their cases, which gnawed at Jean’s sanity.
The screaming matches were nothing new for them. Some people would have even said that anything too quiet was suspicious, but since his amnesia, Harry didn’t fight back, just apologized, stayed silent and looked at his shoes. The kicked puppy routine made Jean go nuclear for a myriad of unpleasant reasons. The main being that anyone witnessing these exchanges would instantly feel sorry for Harry, as if his amnesia absolved him of all the sins past and future, as if he was not the catalyst responsible for this dynamic.
It lasted three more miserable months before an opportunity arose. And when it did, Jean asked Pryce immediately for the roles to be shuffled : that Kitsuragi officially be paired with Du Bois - he’s already doing all of his work with him anyways - and Vicquemare joining McCoy - Satellite-Officer Simon just went on indefinite sick leave didn’t he? I can take over.
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Toxic pre, inter and post Martinaise JeanHarry, who are both drug addicts in lovelust and are so, so bad for each other. Happy end + Bad end 🔥💕
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"Property of Severus Snape" by stephen_on_snape_haters
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Dec 2025
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In a world where half-blood vampires are severely impoverished and stigmatized, Severus has to turn to sex work to make his money, and finds that he actually enjoys his job. Most of his money goes to bullying men online, the rest of it goes to making sure all the money he gets from transphobes and fetishizers goes straight to his gender affirming transition. His life isn't perfect, but he sure does make sure every penny is well spent. He makes a living turning his pain into profit, and laughing with his husband while he does it.
But Jason’s life is picture perfect: a beautiful home in Godric’s Hollow, a young step-son, and a husband, James Potter. But Jason is an addict, and his drug of choice has always been the man he left behind.
For two years, he's been "Silas," the most loyal customer of an online escort known only as The Prince. He thought he could keep the fantasy behind a screen, and wash away the guilt before James got home. He was wrong.
When James leaves for a business trip, Jason finally breaks. He books an in-person session, finally face-to-face with Severus, who is sharper, harder, and deeply vengeful. The mask is off, the money is on the table, and the terms are set.
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Red dripped in little droplets down his wrist, staining his sleeves, his gloves, his shirt, anything it could reach.
It mingled with the tears that silently flowed from his eyes, like a river, a current without end.
The ice giant wished it had.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I-"
"I know," Uranus muttered into his hair, his grip on his cousin's tightening when he gently squeezed.
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The ice giants suffer I suppose
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i know how to stop the bleeding. i don’t know why i do. by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Oct 2025
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Call it routine. Call it something else if it helps.
The water runs pink. The stitches stay shut.
Chuuya’s not here out of love. He’s not.Whumptober 2025 - Day twenty-six - "Nothing like a relapse to reach the kid who was sacred.", Relapse, Drawn Curtains
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- Part 6 of Whumptober 2025
- Part 2 of the dove is on morphine
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Six cups with Kevin Day by Moonleen (closetedbookworm)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Dec 2025
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"Social Wednesdays are for customers to mingle. See that guy?" Renee pointed in Kevin’s direction, where he was pretending not to hear them. "I thought you two could share a table for a bit!"
"I don't think..." Jean started, but stopped when he heard the metallic scrape of a chair.
Kevin stepped forward, crossing the room.
"Do you mind if I sit here?"
"Je ne suis pas sûr de vouloir tester ça." (I'm not sure I want to try this.)or
A well-meaning barista forces Jean and Kevin to break years of silence by sharing a table, sparking a tense conversation where they confront the ghosts of their shared past.
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Before The Last Snowflake Falls by garden_hearts386
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Jul 2023
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The summer had been hot- beyond anything anyone had seen.
Popsicles melted faster than usual, roads nearly popped tires, and training had become more of a bitch than usual to the heroics students. But it was productive. Distracting.
Izuku never minded because at least with everything that had kept him busy, he was away from his anxiety and reminders of isolation and bad habits. But things are always complex, and well, consistent. Sick of the blaring heat, a villain with weather powers releases what Japan may consider one of the worst blizzards in history, all while in the month of June.
When all of those distractions are suddenly stripped, leaving Izuku in isolation with his class in the dorms for a “well deserved” break, those broken bad habits soon mold back into his hands. But compared to his early years, the people around him actually begin to pay attention.
Including a rather persistent blonde.
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Angel is happy. He is.
The day his contract with Val was voided he was nervous, he was scared; he remembers that his legs were shaking and he ran the fuck out of the tower before Val even had a chance to reach for his gun. Before he knew it, Angel was across the city with Husk by his side and no chain around his neck. It had been broken, really broken. There was no more studio, no more group sex, no more waterboarding, spanking, beating, no more men ignoring his safe words and his tears and his blood under Val’s direction. There was no more fame. There was no more money. There was no more Val.
He swears he’s happy. He’s never been happier.
He'd never do anything to ruin it.
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ABO Bunny/Clark and Wolf/Bruce! by xXxSapphireWolfxXx
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), DC Extended Universe, DCU, DCU (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types
30 Nov 2023
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Join Alpha Bunny/Clark and Omega Wolf/Bruce on their journey to finding love and becoming a family! Featuring; The Batfamily, Ma and Pa Kent, and The Justice League!
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We eating goooooood today
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Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse. by Mentalqueer
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
20 Aug 2025
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Peter is done, he’s so tired and angry and he just needs a little fix. Just a little one, but it doesn’t stay a little one.
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Not enough irondad
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Peter is a really fucking unreliable narrorator, self harm is bad dont listen to him. anyway take care of yourself yada yada.
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- Part 4 of Improving Peter Parker (For the worst)
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Chapter 3
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When Frank plants himself on Robby’s doorstep he is fully intending to lie. He intends to plead his innocence, to beg for another chance, to get on his goddamn hands and knees and pray to Robby like he is some kind of eternal higher being who holds Frank's life in his hands.
Wants to, needs to, can't slip from the tightrope he’s been walking his entire life. Has to keep it together, keep it to himself, has Robby’s ’fuck you’ ringing in his ears and leaves him desperately trying to put his life back together.
He shouldn’t be here. Robby will never forgive him for this.
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Frank, getting sober, and the complications that come with that.
Made for Whumptober prompt: Relapse!
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- Part 1 of The Pitt Oneshots
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Relapsing and Recollecting by UndercoverWiiRemote
Fandoms: 斉木楠雄のΨ難 | Saiki Kusuo no Sai-nan | The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.
26 Jul 2025
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Kaidou falls back into the nasty habit of hurting himself. Saiki helps, when he eventually realizes he’s been tuning out Kaidou’s thoughts.
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Kate Molloy has inherited all of the bad parts of her father. Trouble in relationships, workholic behavior, addiction. Maybe that's why she's pissed he never told her he was queer. It's the one good thing they share.
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- Part 1 of Family Ties
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Quiet by junossecretlovechild
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Dec 2025
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Shoto comes home to a quiet that feels wrong. He finds Izuku on the bathroom floor, shaking, bleeding, holding onto something sharp not because he wants to be hurt—but because letting go feels impossible. Instead of taking control, Shoto stays. He listens. He slows the moment down until it becomes survivable.
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- Part 3 of BNHA Fics
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In which Tyler forgets he's not alone in his struggles, and Josh is there to help guide him through his darkest nights.
day 26: relapse
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- Part 18 of starrswillfade's joshlerween
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Of love and razor blades your blood is surging by anonymousyellowlizard
Fandoms: Deltarune (Video Game)
01 Oct 2025
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After many years Kris finds themself with a knife against their skin again.
They don’t realise all the ways a relapse can fuck with their head till it’s there.Series
- Part 1 of Kink/Whumptober 2025
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READ THIS IF YOUR HAVING URGES
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Lunar’s Whumptober Of Insanity (2025) by Lunar_Spice
Fandom: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon)
31 Oct 2025
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KIM KITSURAGI – He moves his hand as if to touch his side but stops just shy of nylon. “Do not let me bleed out. Please.”
EMPATHY [Easy: Success] – Even though he has long since accepted that he will ultimately die doing this job, something in Kim is desperate. It’s hurting him just to keep breathing, hurting him more to express the desperation. You know because you were here too, at the opposite end of the year, in the opposite end of winter, with the roles reversed.
INLAND EMPIRE [Heroic: Failure] – Both of you getting shot in ‘51 must be a bad omen.
or, kim gets shot and the time that follows
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1: Felix doesn't mean to relapse.
Felix hurts and the rest of skz comforts.
Title from Lover Dearest by Marianas Trench.2: He doesn't remember the bathroom floor ever being this cold.
Felix slips again.
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[Finished. Last Update: Author's Choice]
A collection of one-shots and two-shots based around Kinktober prompts.- Language:
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The Games We Play by stabbymurdermen
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