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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    you keep looking but you can't find the woods when you're hiding in the trees

    quiet moments between the chaos after the most romantic supposed "break up" ever put on tv.

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    27 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Nancy doesn’t know how to help him, how to fix this. All his anger, his melancholy had lived with him for so long that he had turned them into the labour of everyday life. Something inherent and unavoidable like breathing. Jonathan’s loneliness, his isolation were planted in him before he even knew what they were, the roots seeping into his very core. Nancy doesn’t know how to weed them out. She doesn’t know how to save him.

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    Nancy, Jonathan and the 18 months between season 4 and 5. They love each other, it's hard.

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    23 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    And, shit, that’s Shakespearean, right? His ex-boyfriend stole his now ex-girlfriend right from under his nose. He wonders if it was some sort of revenge for how Steve treated him, but Jonathan’s not like that.

    Or: Steve reminisces on his relationship with Jonathan, because I love the idea that they were a thing before Steve met Nancy.

    Warnings for mentions of canon-typical child abuse and the word queer being used in a derogatory sense.

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    18 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “It’s not your fault if those people weren’t prepared to grow with you." Steve's voice is slow and soft, like the first warm embrace of a summer breeze following a particularly cold winter. “And for those who don’t...well, fuck ‘em.”

    Then, he feels it. Fingers, quiet and hesitant, pressing gently against his own. They linger only for a moment—

    And then, they’re gone.

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    18 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Will is missing and Steve knows Jonathan, his childhood best friend, shouldn't be alone. Even if they aren't exactly in speaking terms.

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    13 Dec 2025