1 - 20 of 207 Bookmarks by 2Azela2
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Apr 2021
Tags
Summary
Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.
~~~
Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."
"What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."
"Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."
"Easier said than done."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 108,427
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 14
- Comments:
- 941
- Kudos:
- 7,044
- Bookmarks:
- 2,286
- Hits:
- 133,826
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
24 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.
It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,190
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 317
- Kudos:
- 9,855
- Bookmarks:
- 2,319
- Hits:
- 79,844
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
22 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
*
or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,505
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 613
- Kudos:
- 9,419
- Bookmarks:
- 2,874
- Hits:
- 84,880
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
18 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
~~~
"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 62,240
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 901
- Kudos:
- 9,453
- Bookmarks:
- 3,208
- Hits:
- 152,413
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
18 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“That’s —- never really how it’s worked for me. Happiness in the being.” Dean says, the words dragged out from his chest, excavated with effort and pain. He’s burned out of anger for now but every muscle in him is poised, on edge, ready for a fight, just like always.
(In which they actually talk about everything).
Series
- Part 1 of Just
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 88,991
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 485
- Kudos:
- 1,574
- Bookmarks:
- 411
- Hits:
- 36,585
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
18 Dec 2025
-
Steve Harrington does the funny through time by MooseMan
Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
20 Feb 2025
Summary
Steve is in 1986, watching Vecna take over Hawkins
Then he’s in 1983, waking up the day after Will goes missing.How the fuck did that happen?
- Words:
- 323,494
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 956
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
12 Dec 2025
-
Steve Harrington's Unwilling Time Loop Saga by badpancake
Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Jan 2023
Summary
A series following Steve Harrington as he unknowingly, unwillingly, loops time to save the ones he loves (and maybe realises that he can ask for help, is deserving of love, before, after, and during).
The One in Which a Time Loop is Fucking Exhausting. [COMPLETE, CAN BE READ AS A STANDALONE]
When anything and everything goes wrong in 1986, Steve realises that he can fix things, and maybe falls in love, along the way.Steve Harrington's Deaths (And The Times He Maybe Saved The World). [COMPLETE]
After the events of '86, after everything has settled down, and everything is calm, people start to remember. The pieces start to slot together, and nobody likes the picture it creates.There’s Something In The Woods, And We’re No Longer Children. [COMPLETE]
Steve Harrington is equal parts elusive and unobtainable, and all Eddie Munson wants to know is what's making those sounds in the woods.- Words:
- 125,000
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 1,794
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
04 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
When Wednesday informs her parents of her intent to begin a formal courtship, they're unsure of the results. They love Enid, sure. But she's soft. A formal courtship is nothing to scoff at.
They quickly learn. Enid Sinclair is all bright smiles and sharp edges.
or
First to three successful almost murders wins. Wednesday and Enid try to kill each other for love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,096
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 319
- Kudos:
- 4,208
- Bookmarks:
- 789
- Hits:
- 73,378
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
30 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Dean starts falling in love with him on a slow Sunday morning under slanted sunlight that slips through the gaps in the trees.
~~~
"When did it stick for you? When did your six hundred Sundays start?" Dean asks.
"It never started," Castiel admits. "It simply never stopped. My love for you is eternal—existing forever, without a beginning or an end."
Visually, Castiel's love is a circle. Aurally, it's an echo. Kinesthetically, it's breathing. Overall, it is not fate, and it is not chance; it is choice. He would not choose differently if he could go back and do it again, and that's why he didn't choose differently from the start.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,689
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 460
- Kudos:
- 4,581
- Bookmarks:
- 1,183
- Hits:
- 33,400
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
29 Nov 2025
-
gorging myself on you, still can't get full (insatiable) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Jun 2021
Tags
Summary
"Fine, whatever. Love you too, asshole. I hope you enjoy your walk home with your stupid, grainy bread. Taking Nature's Own a little too much to heart, but sure," Dean tells him, flashing him a sarcastic smile and swiveling around in the aisle to march away. He throws out something over his shoulder, careless and barbed. "I'm not paying for that shitty cardboard."
Dean's three aisles over when he realizes what, precisely, he said. Thankfully, when he comes to this conclusion, he's holding a box of poptarts, so when he fumbles and drops them to the floor, it's not a huge mess. He stares down at the slightly dented box of Brown Sugar Poptarts, and he has a very swift and very unshakeable crisis right there and then.
Love you too, asshole.
No, no, no. Why would he say that? Why would he do that? In the middle of the goddamn grocery store while arguing about bread? That's not—that can't be how it happens. That can't be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,182
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 617
- Kudos:
- 8,865
- Bookmarks:
- 2,335
- Hits:
- 86,505
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
28 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
They're doing that thing again, where Cas is staring at Dean with the intensity of a dog trying to remind his owner that it's past dinner time. Dean's staring right back like the first one to blink is buying the next round. Sam's aware there's a conversation going on that he isn't privy to — and he's used to it, by this point — but it's still rude.
"So, as I was saying," Sam tries to interrupt the resounding silence, "if we can just figure out a — "
"Sure," Dean says, and Sam stutters to a halt, because sure what? "I mean, yeah. Yes. Dude, you don't even have to ask."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,924
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 303
- Kudos:
- 10,617
- Bookmarks:
- 1,985
- Hits:
- 77,760
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
28 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.
As if they weren't already.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,762
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 805
- Kudos:
- 7,410
- Bookmarks:
- 2,198
- Hits:
- 87,164
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
27 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
There is this house, and the people who live in it and turn it into a home, and there is this salt of the earth life that somehow Cas has been worthy enough to earn. Every day it teaches him something new.
It could overwhelm him, if he dared let it. This, the irrefutable truth that he is human now and that his days consist of habitual things. Sometimes it does, he thinks, on the days where there’s a pressure that makes his head ache and his eyes hurt. Sometimes it startles him how much everything could have changed in the span of just one ordinary, human year. But those are also the days, it seems, when Claire knows to laugh a little more brightly, or where Sam looks at him with a happy glint in his eye, or where Dean kisses his temple in the exact spot where the pressure is the worst, and Cas forgets about the headaches at all.
It does overwhelm him. But it also liberates him, and that’s a far more powerful feeling.
Series
- Part 2 of kids are coming home
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,486
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 114
- Kudos:
- 1,684
- Bookmarks:
- 124
- Hits:
- 20,152
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
27 Nov 2025
-
we can go forever, until you wanna sit it out by starmanalex
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
06 Nov 2025
Tags
Summary
What I feel could've happened at the end of S2 Ep4 of Hazbin Hotel-
AKA, a tender moment between Husk and Angel.
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
06 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
based on a series of tweets from a Newton Geiszler rp twitter:
"there's a mosquito in the lab and I named it Hermann and he's replacing real Hermann as my best friend because real Hermann is a WEENIE."
"real Hermann killed mosquito Hermann :("
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
03 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Hermann is still there tomorrow and the day after and Newton tries to not break his face with the door again.
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
02 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Anyone who has spent any amount of time in the Hong Kong research division knows to clear out when Newt and Hermann start screaming at each other in German. Raleigh has not spent any time in the research division. He's also beginning to question his knowledge of German. For instance, did Newt really just tell Hermann he had a perfect face?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,418
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 180
- Kudos:
- 7,522
- Bookmarks:
- 1,196
- Hits:
- 64,986
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
02 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Newt’s mouth dropped open, but before he could blurt out whatever was about to drop into his mind, Hermann held up a hand. “No, no, do not get overly excited, I am interested in discretion and tastefulness, which is why I hesitated to come to you. Nothing is set in stone. I simply thought, well…” he paused, taking another sip of his tea as an excuse to look away, “you’re right. We did defeat the Kaiju, and there’s a great deal of time left for the both of us.”
Gathering all the tact he possessed, Newt said carefully, “So… ergo tattoo?”
Hermann gave him the tiniest of shrugs. “I willingly went into the mind of not only a bloody alien race, but you. I think I’ve passed the threshold for foolhardy decisions.”
Five tattoos Newt suggested that Hermann didn't like, and the one that Hermann chose.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,890
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 17
- Kudos:
- 305
- Bookmarks:
- 43
- Hits:
- 1,650
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
26 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
One choice can change fate. Regina chooses love, Snow stays silent, and Cora casts the curse. Rumplestiltskin knows that trusting Cora with that much power is dangerous—but he has no choice if he wants to find his son. 28 years later, Gold and Regina awaken in Storybrooke and must work together to make the Savior believe.
Yes, this Storybrooke is far darker than the one you know.
Series
- Part 1 of Freeze on the Stones
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 635,338
- Chapters:
- 102/102
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 2,093
- Kudos:
- 1,451
- Bookmarks:
- 347
- Hits:
- 76,965
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
22 Oct 2025
-
A Little Longer by deafmic
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 Mar 2018
Tags
Summary
Hitoshi can't sleep at four in the morning after an incident with a foster sibling and his foster father. After some deliberation, he decides to call Aizawa, and can only hope that he doesn't wake his mentor up.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,688
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 57
- Kudos:
- 3,437
- Bookmarks:
- 400
- Hits:
- 25,245
Bookmarked by 2Azela2
11 Oct 2025