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you and me, inseparable by booksyourstomach
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
04 Jan 2026
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If it wasn't for the people that should hate him, Jax would be dead. Or homeless. And he tried so, so hard to get them to give up on him. They dragged him into their little found family and he was kicking and screaming the whole time, but by now, he's learned to just get on with life. They'll give up eventually, they have to.
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the gang dont let jax die (REMAKE OF THE OLD YOU AND ME, INSEPARABLE!!)
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- Part 1 of you and me, inseparable (AU)
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25 Dec 2025
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A guide to an AO3 work skin to change the colors of various pieces of text in your fanfiction. Uses HTML. This can turn hyperlinks blue, for instance.
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16 Dec 2025
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“Kinger, I… I experienced something terrifying today.” Pomni murmurs, and it’s a wonder that Kinger can hear her.
“What happened?” Kinger whispers, and his voice is so gentle, so… fatherly, that it takes every fiber in the woman’s body not to break down in sobs.
“I… I had a seizure.” Pomni’s voice cracks at the honesty of it.CW: Detailed depictions of seizures / When it seems as though Pomni is beginning to adjust to her new life and body in the circus, a distressing new symptom comes into play, forcing the woman to conquer fears and physical torment beyond what she’s experienced before.
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05 Dec 2025
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The Amazing Traveling Circus Part 1 - The Brass Bracelet by KicsterAsh
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
05 Jan 2026
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Pomni isn't an adventurer-- she's just a regular bard, who travels from town to town, singing songs to keep everyone happy and hopeful during these dangerous times. But her travel companion Caine has an important Quest she needs to deliver to a notoriously chaotic adventuring group the general public likes to call the Traveling Circus. Despite what her best friend Gummigoo thinks, Pomni embarks on her very first adventure with the strangest rag-tag group of people she's ever gotten to know, to eradicate the Abstraction Virus that's been terrorizing the world for centuries now. Will she be able to find some new material to write more songs with? Or will she lose her mind learning to cope with the craziest adventurers she's ever met?
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02 Dec 2025
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A Transfem Jax AU—because joy should remain at the centre of who we allow ourselves to be, and it's never too late—even in a digital purgatory.
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30 Nov 2025
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Jax is exhausted. Keeping up his "funny" facade day in and day out is finally taking a toll on him, especially after his huge fight with Pomni, the last person in the circus who gave him the time of day. So when he finds a strange new friend, who offers him a curious way out of his anxious predicament, he takes it - only to start slipping away in front of everyone's eyes.
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26 Nov 2025
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When a petty joke from the suggestion box gets twisted up into an entirely new adventure by Caine, the entire cast has their genders swapped for the day: the boys are girls, the girls are boys, and Zooble is—well, Zooble with a hue shift.
For most, it’s awkward, and maybe a little bit funny in places. All they have to do is coach each other through a series of whatever Caine’s ideas on stereotypical, 'gendered activities' are, and they’ll go back to normal.
For Jax, however…
It’s perhaps a bit of an eye-opener.
(Or: In a move that surprises everyone but makes complete sense in hindsight, it turns out that Jax actually is an egg that needs to be cracked open.)
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- Part 1 of I Know How to Live
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17 Nov 2025
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who cares (i'm fine) by ChaoticAce2005, xXQueenofDragonsXx
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
15 Sep 2025
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Jax is fine.
Completely and totally fine.
He's fine when his best friend suddenly becomes aggressive and turns on him. He's fine when he starts pushing everyone else away. He's fine after fighting with Pomni when she claims they're friends. And he's sure as hell fine when he locks himself and his room, slowly beginning to abstract.
Jax's world is coming down around him and he struggles to admit that he's lost control, that maybe he's never been in control.
When he started to abstract he didn't expect to wake up. He didn't expect the rest of the circus to suddenly be rallying with him after everything he said and did.
And he definitely didn't expect that he might finally have to admit, to himself and everyone else, that he's not okay.
(OR: After episode 6 Jax starts to abstract. The gang finds a way to stop it but there are… consequences. Jax is forced to think about his past and becomes angry at the idea that he once again could be hopeless. But is he really?)
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- Part 1 of knock knock
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12 Nov 2025
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Jax stops sleeping. The voices start whispering. Ragatha tries to tell him it isn’t real.
He tells her that’s easy for her to say.In a place where sanity is a performance, love becomes another act—and Ragatha’s role is to watch him unravel.
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- Part 1 of The Fox-Glove Fair (tadc horror au)
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12 Nov 2025
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Jax can't take it anymore, Kinger happens to drop by.
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09 Nov 2025
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Stuck in the Permafrost by rbt_lvr
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
22 Jul 2025
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Donnie stiffens, inhaling sharply, already on guard because Leo shouldn’t fucking know that phrase. He’d come up with it after the invasion, in case of emergency, never in a million years expecting he’d have to use it. The only way Leo would know it is – is –
He has to hear it from Leo. He has to know for sure.
“Tell me what happened,” he says, meeting Leo’s eyes.
“That curse the witch hit me with, um – y…yesterday?” Leo says, like he has to think about it for a moment to be sure. How long has it been? “It was a time loop curse.”
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a bigger heart grew back by taizi for GibbousLunation
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
09 Aug 2024
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“It has been a long time since a sick little turtle has called for me,” Splinter murmured, stroking Blue’s forehead around the bandages. “Normally you are all ready to fight each other to the death to monopolize Red’s attention.”
It was only partly a joke. Leonardo gazed up at him, eyes glassy. It was hard to gauge how much of their conversation was sticking the landing and how much was somersaulting straight over his sluggish head.
Then Leonardo said, “He hates me.”
“Pardon?” Splinter said stupidly.
His son blinked, and finally fat tears rolled down his cheeks, soaking into bandages on one side, unchecked on the other.
“He hates me,” Blue insisted. “He’s right. It was my fault.”
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Everything Stays (But It Still Changes) by itz_me_E
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, TMNT (2007)
12 Aug 2025
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After two years deep in the jungle, Leonardo is finally home. His brothers do not take his presence well and, as loathe as he is to talk about feelings, he is determined to fix what he left damaged so long ago.
It’s simpler than he expected it would be… at first. Then he has to face his own fears.
Or: Leo’s back and has a lot to unpack with everyone. He does so (un)willingly.
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- Part 2 of Coming Home, Staying Home
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The Greatest Thing We've Lost by SupremeCommanderOfPencils
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
17 Aug 2025
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Leo waited. His leg was growing painfully numb under the ice. He wanted to rip the pack off and heave it across the room where it could shatter on the floor. Instead, he forced himself to stay quiet as he watched everyone disperse on their assignments, feeling his heartbeat inexplicably rise in his chest until he finally couldn’t stand it anymore.
“And me?” Leo looked to Splinter. “I know portaling is kinda off the table right now, but, you know, plans are still kinda my thing. Just give me a minute—an hour max—and I know I can come up with a place for us to stay...” Leo’s voice faded as Splinter placed a warm pink hand on top of his own, making it lay still.
“Do not worry, my baby blue.” He said, giving the back of his hand a pat, a soft smile reaching his furry face. “I know exactly where we will go.”
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Leo knew losing an arm would be a hard change. He just didn’t know exactly how many changes he'd have to deal with. Turns out that narrowly avoiding the Krang apocalypse doesn't mean everything goes back to normal.
(Or my traumatized turtle boys spend some time recovering in the countryside because the author was listening to Noah Kahan’s Stick Season album A LOT)
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- Part 1 of We'll All Be Here Forever
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only going up from here by taizi for GibbousLunation
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
03 Nov 2024
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If you asked Mikey if he was protective of Leo, he would say of course he is! He wouldn’t even have to think about it, what kind of question is that? He’s protective of everything and everyone he loves, and he loves all his siblings more than life itself.
If you asked Mikey if he was overprotective of Leo, he would say whaaaat? I don’t—I think you’re breaking up actually, shhhcchhkkchhssh—and he’d artfully dodge the conversation by literally sprinting away from it.
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Power Up by pickledcarrotsandradish
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
23 Apr 2024
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With the Kraang defeated and everyone physically healed, the turtles have time to develop their mystic powers in ways that not even Casey has seen before! Everyone but Leo.
Except, maybe when he does he might not wanna tell them. Oh well.
AKA Leo also gets healing hands like his 2k12 counterpart. Sadly, they end up backfiring on him. Who needs to know though?
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but i can't live in a storm by rbt_lvr for like_theletter
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
25 Aug 2024
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Leo knows he’s stupid. Okay? It’s just – an intrinsic fact of life. Like how the sky is blue, or grass is green. Leo is stupid. He doesn’t need reminding. He knows it better than anyone.
So if the big, red F on his latest Chemistry test could stop staring him in the face, that’d be great.
(or: what happens when you're a teenager in high school with undiagnosed ADHD. that's it that's the fic)
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Three-Sided Coin by Willow_Wept
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
17 Aug 2025
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After spending weeks floating aimlessly in the Prison Dimension, Leon comes to terms with the fact that he will likely never see his family again. Of course, that’s when a portal decides to swallow him whole and spit him out into a desolate wasteland, just as lonely as before but with more gravity and fewer aliens. He desperately wants to just lie down and succumb to the wounds left by the Kraang, to go to sleep and let the sweet release of death wash over his mind, but when he meets a past version of himself, a child at the very most, he must do what he can to keep himself and…himself alive.
Of course, it only gets more confusing when they meet a future Leo as well.
AKA: highly self-indulgent fic where I put Leo, Future!Leo, and TurtleTot!Leo in the same room until they hug :))
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Rotten Reflections by Nicoforlife
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
07 Apr 2025
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when strange movement in a pharmacy catch's Casey's eye one night, no one could have known the stress, panic and confusion the next few months would bring
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a turtle not in their right mind ends up in an unknown place with even more unknown threats lurking around every corner, with a hurt little one there's nothing he can do but what his mind screams.protect his bale, at any cost
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- Part 1 of Loyalty leash au
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Trespassing In A Child's Head Unwilling by KittyKqt
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Apr 2025
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After his battle with All for One, All Might isn't doing well. Thinking he will die, he gives his quirk to his young son so it can live on.
But something goes wrong in the quirk transfer and instead of gaining the quirk, Izuku gets all the vestiges. Diagnosed with DID at age 6, the vestiges have to protect this young kid while figuring out where the hell their quirks have went.
Even if this means acting like they aren't old pro heroes who could totally level these bullies. If they weren't in a child's body who couldn't care less. He has new friends and a place to hide and play with toys. Wait- why are there toys in the vestige plane?