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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Daddy!” Steve watched the boy exclaim, eyes alight on Billy. His heart soared for some unknown reason in his chest. “I found you! I found you and Papa.”

    Steve watched the confused look over take his boyfriend, well maybe not boyfriend, hookup, fuck—Billy’s face as those blue eyes then found his, utterly bewildered.

    He shrugged his shoulders, still processing what he’d heard the boy call each of them, before scanning Max, who like her brother, gazed slack jawed.

    El continued watching the boy, head still tilted. She shook it as if coming to an understanding and then turned to face all of them before replying with certainty: “Not a demodog.”
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    Or during the winter of 1985, after the Battle of Starcourt has ended and the Gate has been closed, a healing Billy, Steve, and the Party encounter Steve and Billy’s elementary age child, Teddy, from the future thanks to what they realize is a brief tear in the Upside Down. Now Steve and Billy, who have only tentatively begun to name what they are to each other, have to grapple with the fact that they somehow not just share a life in the future, but also a kid--not to mention they've got to find a way to get him back home.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Ch 3

  2. Rec 65

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    Billy Hargrove knows how to disappear after nights like this — nights when the alcohol in his father’s veins fuels his anger and makes him forget where the line is.

    What Billy doesn’t know is where to go when running isn’t enough.
    When the damage isn’t just his anymore.
    When the only thing that matters is keeping his sister safe

    He shows up at Steve Harrington’s door with a bruised face, a sleeping Max in his arms, and no plan beyond surviving the night.

    It’s enough for Steve — the same Steve Billy once tormented, the same Steve he once beat senseless — to open the door to both him and Max anyway.

    And to remind Billy, through quiet presence, gentle hands, and the careful tending of old and new wounds, that he matters too and that he is not beyond saving.

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  3. Rec *

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    In 1986, after Vecna put Nancy in a trance, Steve stays behind to help her out but the gate in Eddie’s trailer collapses before Steve can make it through. Now Hawkins' greatest babysitter has to think fast or get stuck in the Upside Down.

    Left behind in a hostile world and only one other of Vecna's gates open, Steve has to risk it all for this one shot at escape. But as the Upside Down shakes with another earthquake, time becomes disaligned and once Steve is finally on the other side, he realizes that he’s been spit out back in 1985.

    But not just that, out of all possible nights of that fateful year, Steve arrived just in time to intersect Billy Hargrove on his way to a date out of town.

    A moment in time that changes everything.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ch. 4

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Carol's not really the self-reflexive type. She's not into yoga, or reading, or spending hours "navel-gazing", as her dad calls it. Even she can appreciate the dramatic irony of her life, though; how she'd hissed slut at Nancy Wheeler in the hallway this morning but it's her who's sitting here alone in a bathroom stall half an hour after school has ended, staring at a positive pregnancy test.

    (Or: Not everyone grows up to be a monster-hunting, babysitting hero, but everyone does grow up.)

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “That,” he repeats, anger creeping into his voice. He reaches out, prods Billy’s neck with one, violent finger, and makes his son flinch back. Billy– eyes maybe a tad wide– covers his neck with his hand and goes.

    “Uh, I dunno’–” because he doesn’t, but he has an idea.

    “Don’t play stupid with me boy,” Neil all but snarls, and Billy doesn’t have to look behind him to know Susan has gone stiff and Max is worrying her bottom lip. “That hideous mark on your neck. What whore did you let put that on you?”

    Now, here’s the thing about Neil’s use of whore when directed at his son:

    It doesn’t just imply girls. It did, once upon a time, but then Billy got caught with Daniel Harbinger in California and now whore can also mean faggot, so.

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    10 Jan 2026

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